The IRS is on my back. I really should have thought about that Natural Pilates job before I accepted it. $12 an hour sounded so good at the time. I was self-employed which means I have to pay taxes. Now that I DON'T have a job that pays $12 an hour I'm pretty much fcked. There is no way I'll be able to pay with my salary...which I can't even consider an actual salary. Which can only lead the collection of my other assets, uh I don't have anything of value so, there goes that.
Deuce.
P.S. That job was NOT worth it.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Living by the beach
Today I woke up and saw the ocean. That has got to be one of the best views, breathtaking really. The breeze is incredible, you'd think it would be freezing but it's surprisingly warm outside. I don't want to leave. I slept over my future brother in law's place and this place is just too cute. The house itself is just comfortable, the ambiance is amazing. So quaint, like a scene from a (modern) romantic movie. Oh Hermosa, I'd love to call you home.
Deuce.
Deuce.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Why the hell am I so quick to give? Why the hell do I feel like I care more than I should? Why do I constantly want some type of reassurance, or affection? I hate it when the woman in me comes out. I loathe this feeling... this neediness, this fixation on endearing interactions. I'm annoying myself, my estrogen deprived side. -_-
Just one question, why do men lack in the sentiment department? I mean, guys do have sweetness in them, but you'd have to turn it on, or beg for it to come out. It makes a person have to work harder, and it's just so consuming.
That's it for my rant today.
Deuce.
Just one question, why do men lack in the sentiment department? I mean, guys do have sweetness in them, but you'd have to turn it on, or beg for it to come out. It makes a person have to work harder, and it's just so consuming.
That's it for my rant today.
Deuce.
Monday, September 14, 2009
What the?!
I've stopped trying to figure out who influences who. The coincidences just freak me out.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Triple Treat
So Darlene left earlier today, I'm truly going to miss her. Have fun at UCR! Be safe and don't party too hard. Make sure you get up for your classes on time, because it's sooooo hard to get up. We'll get some crepes when you come back, my treat.
Sunday is no longer the dreaded day of the week. Kristian and I have made it a tradition to go to our favorite Pho spot every Sunday, his treat =D. Crepe Fridays (I buy) and Pho Sundays (he buys). I can't wait for 3 to strike. I've recently gotten into Dexter. I was interested since the pilot but I've never had the chance to watch because my dad refuses to order Showtime. Everyone knows that 'Showtime>HBO', but since HBO provides boxing documentaries he thinks otherwise -_-. Anyway, I actually had to hunt for the full length episodes and it took a good 30 minutes to find. It was totally worth it. I should be studying or something of that nature but I'm too captivated. Well this is it for now, the episode has fully loaded.
Sunday is no longer the dreaded day of the week. Kristian and I have made it a tradition to go to our favorite Pho spot every Sunday, his treat =D. Crepe Fridays (I buy) and Pho Sundays (he buys). I can't wait for 3 to strike. I've recently gotten into Dexter. I was interested since the pilot but I've never had the chance to watch because my dad refuses to order Showtime. Everyone knows that 'Showtime>HBO', but since HBO provides boxing documentaries he thinks otherwise -_-. Anyway, I actually had to hunt for the full length episodes and it took a good 30 minutes to find. It was totally worth it. I should be studying or something of that nature but I'm too captivated. Well this is it for now, the episode has fully loaded.
Deuce.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Oh boy.
I have no idea why I'm watching the filipino channel right now. I'm shitting major bricks, my books haven't arrived and I have to read approximately 5 chapters by Tuesday. I doubt that it'll come tomorrow (today) because it's a Sunday. I don't know if UPS works on Sundays, and Monday is a holiday. I just really hope they come soon.
I've finally established my relationship with Kish, and that's no relationship. A friendship with him is just impossible. I finally talked to him about it, and said it straight out in plain english. It's comforting to know that he understands and that the feeling was mutual. So I can finally cross that problem off my list, and the load on my shoulders just got lighter.
Never leave my parents home alone. These two drank a little too much and left a mess in the bathroom. Sometimes it's hard to remember who's raising who. I hope that they plan on cleaning it up in the morning, because damned if they think I'm touching that.
I can feel the energy of summer slowly receding. I find solace in this. Don't get me wrong I loved summer but it was just too hot and the fire is just relentless. Autumn is my favorite season. I can't wait for the sweaters and hoodies to come out. The season for cuddling without having to freeze (pssh winter). Autumn is such a chill season, the pressures of looking "extra fly, extra fit" fades as summer wanes. I can't wait for the cold, I LOVE this time of the year.
Deuce.
I've finally established my relationship with Kish, and that's no relationship. A friendship with him is just impossible. I finally talked to him about it, and said it straight out in plain english. It's comforting to know that he understands and that the feeling was mutual. So I can finally cross that problem off my list, and the load on my shoulders just got lighter.
Never leave my parents home alone. These two drank a little too much and left a mess in the bathroom. Sometimes it's hard to remember who's raising who. I hope that they plan on cleaning it up in the morning, because damned if they think I'm touching that.
I can feel the energy of summer slowly receding. I find solace in this. Don't get me wrong I loved summer but it was just too hot and the fire is just relentless. Autumn is my favorite season. I can't wait for the sweaters and hoodies to come out. The season for cuddling without having to freeze (pssh winter). Autumn is such a chill season, the pressures of looking "extra fly, extra fit" fades as summer wanes. I can't wait for the cold, I LOVE this time of the year.
Deuce.
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